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StarNightSnow

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JapaneseMusic OrangeStar & n_buna 

matafuyugakurutabini
horaotonaninarunosa
yukiwoteninaniwotsukuroukatte
furuetakoe

hoshinofurumachiwoutsumuitearuku

itsukamatanakunarabawarattewaratte 

StarLightStage itsunomanika

kyougakyoujanakunattettatte

haitaikiwahorabokuraikiteirunda

tsumotteikuomoidegazuttonannenmokasanatte

chikyuuwoooumadekittoaiwoutauyo

komiagetekubakaride
horananimonokosenai
watashiwamouwatashinomamade
iyoutohoshininegau

saa, shinsetsuniashiwotorarerumama

arukumachigakireidasonnakaodewaratte

WhiteLandscape oikaketeta

kittonannensugisattatte
egaitahiniwamadatodokanakutenakunda
yukigafuttanochinokonosekaigamadasukidatte
warattemiseruniwakyouwachottosamuiyo

hoshinofurumachiyozoraniukabumerodii

ikiteikudousenaradawarattewaratte

tsunagattekuhoshizorawokonnafuuninagameteiru
soremoitsunohikanatsukashiitoomoukana
tsumotteikuomoideniikigurushikunaranaiyou
semetebokurakyoumotadakyouwoikiteikunda

StarLight Stage itsunomanika

kyougakyoujanakunattettatte

haitaikiwahorabokuraikiteirunda

tsumotteikuomoidegazuttonannenmokasanatte

chikyuuwoOoumadekittoaiwoutauyo.
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jinseiWaHoeru

2 min read
Neru, Rib (NicoNicoSinger).
album: Riboot

LifeisHowling

"Things always somehow gets better." for years i was neglected. everyone feigned ignorance, as if they can’t see.
and so i lived idly and grew up this way, this is life to me.

there should be some other methods, but unfortunately i don’t have any guts and discipline; i can’t be helped. in this way my dislike grew, so i abandoned my master. (Yeah!) 

if only these kinds of days would continue, when I can plant seeds of annoyance in those who ignored me.
this is all your fault you dumbheads. I should just throw you and people like you into ditches like that one.

nobody noticed me. With a life running out of gas and this singing voice, i don’t want to be laughed for my mistakes. So I will always howl.

Recently life has been quite awful, i have a limit to ridding my troubles. I’m not affluent, it’s not like that,
i don’t want to think that nothing can be done, but my hands are all full,

i should just find better foster parents, and peek at them when they’re prepping the cardboard, wait this is a bit cowardlike, if i can only get through this without crying,
but even with my wet face i have no home here,

nobody adopted me. With the lowest rank of life and this singing voice, i fight. i don’t want to become nothing. So i will always howl.

Always scared of the words right in front of your eyes, you always evaluated and then underestimated others’ lives
i have come so far since crawling on the rolling floor. That’s right, we’re always so, uneasy and nihilistic, with the worst life and this singing voice.
until even this collar is torn to pieces, We will always howl. (Wan!)

romaji:
Daitaiwadounidattenarudaroto. nenjuuhottarakashiteshiranpuriminaifuri.
souyattekutchaneshitesodattakoitsugajinseittewakenanda.

Houhouwachottodatteattahazudaga.
ainikukonjoumonakushitsukewawaruidoushiyoumonai .
kounatchakocchidattekenkisasuwakedekainushiwohoukishita (Yeah!) 

itsumadekonnahibitsutsukeryaiindanayaminotanemaitatouninshiranukao.
omaenoseidazokonoyakudatazuomaenadosokonadonodobugawanisuteteyaru 

Daredattemimukimoshichakurenaiyounagasuketsunojinseitokonoutagoede. machigattesonoseidewarawaretakunakuteitsudattehoeteiru 

Saikinseikatsudattekanariyabai.
mendoumikireruhodoyuufukujanaisonnanjanai.
k
ounacchashiyouganaitoomoitakunaigabokumouteippaisa

Mottoyoisatooyagamitsukaryaiinattedanbooruwoyouisurumaninozokukao. chottomattahikyoudarounakanaidekure 
sonnakaowosaretemokokoniibashowanai 

daredattehiroimoshichakurenaiyounasaikainojinseitokonoutagoede.
kouttemadeshitenanikaninaritakuteitsudattehoeteiru 

itsudattemenomaenokotobaNiobieteaibounojinseiwonebumishitandarou. Korogattejiwohattekokomadekita ndayottesouzuttobokutachiwa.
kigakijanaikurainonihiruwosaiakunajinseito.

konoutagoedekonokubiwasuramosenkireteshimauhodoniashitadattehoeteyaru (Wan!)
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